Part 1/3 of 99 short stories of my life

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When I first started drinking it was always a social thing. I looked at it like this: I knew who the cool guys were in school, at parties, around town, they weren't the guys using "drugs". At this point when I say drugs it's really only marijuana, obviously I knew of the harder shit, but it wasn't really around, and if it was then it wasn't talked about....out of sight out of mind.  Potheads" as I called them, well, actually I still do, were just what you'd expect....parents who were either too busy to notice, too fucked up to care, or had their own heads so far up their collective superior asses that "they KNOW what druggies look like" and "their" kid isn't one of "THEM". Well, Guess What Parents, Teachers, Coaches, Guys, Girls, Aunts, Uncle's and whoever else is out there reading this??? DRUG ADDICTION + ALCOHOLISM is as tried and true as death and taxes.....it's the 3rd constant that will forever inhabit this earth. It doesn't discriminate. White, Black, Green, Women, Man, Christian, Islamic, Vegetarian, or even a god damn homosexual. You don't have to be poor, live in a bad neighborhood, have bad friends, have bad parents, be sexually abused, be picked on, OR ANYTHING ELSE! IN FACT, YOU CAN HAVE A FUCKING DAMN NEAR PERFECT FUCKING UPBRINGING, AND 1 STUPID, HORRIBLE, REGRETTABLE, AWFUL, PAINFUL, MISTAKE can completely change the entire course of your life. AND....the lives of EVERYONE around you. EverySinglePerson who gives a shit whether you take another breath is hurting the whole time your abusing. Do you know why I said abusing instead of using? It was intentional. It was very very intentional. It's very very important and completely different. Your not going to hear this from your doctor, Councilor, sponsor or parents. I'm ONLY saying this because I want to be EXTREMELY AND COMPLETELY CLEAR ABOUT 1 THING IN REGARDS TO MY WRITINGS HERE. Im HONEST. Sometimes to a fault. But I'm NOT EVER going to lie to anyone EVER AGAIN. I've moved past that. It took a lot of work to get to where I am. I worked. My girlfriend worked. My family worked. Eventually. My girlfriend has been many things throughout my life, here's just a small sample: sounding board, friend, lover, object of anger, object of sex, victim of my habits(gambling, drinking, cocaine, percocet, Oxycontin, heroine) faced homelessness, job loss, many many nights of sleep lost, nearly $50,000 lost trying to keep me still moving and hundreds of other things i'll talk about throughout. I have had 1 person that has NEVER EVER EVER let me forget that I have someone in my corner. no matter what. Whether it's a parent, sibling, cousin, friend, or damn pen pal, it takes A LOT. AND I MEAN FOR REAL, A LOT to truly get free from drugs and alcohol. Let someone have your back. Your going to look back and really appreciate it someday. I PROMISE. 


To be continued.....

Anonymous takes down darknet child porn site on Tor network

Anonymous takes down darknet child porn site on Tor network:

'via Blog this'


Freedom Hosting is the name of a hosting service for websites that want to keep their user list confidential. By Anonymous hacking Freedom and eliminating the MORE THEN 100 GB OF CHILD PORNOGRAPHY OFF just 1 of over 40 of these child porno websites that Freedom had hosted they are taking a small step in eradicating the abuse of minors. Obviously we will never rid the world of evil, we will never free our town, state, country or world of all of the sickness and depravity that exists in vile people such as the assholes that enjoy looking at our innocent children being sexually abused. However, each time Anonymous gets one more list of customers, one more file of the users, that's the chance to save 1 more little girl from being hurt next year, or that little boy from facing the darkness every day of his life after the suffering at the hands of these bastards.


I understand the hacking that anonymous does makes some people feel uncomfortable, saying the means don't justify the end result. I typically agree but I don't think it's as black and white in this specific situation, there's a grey area that exists with child abuse that will always take precedent in my mind. Someone's name and address don't just magically appear on a user-list of pedophiles visiting a kiddie porn website. Yes, there could be situations where someone with ulterior motives could hack in and add their cheating x boyfriend to the user-list before releasing it or something similar and that's way way beyond the line. But i'm going to take the Anonymous groups word until they give me a reason not to and just appreciate the fact that right now there are a few less pedophiles sitting in their moms basement watching video's of some poor innocent kid that has been abused for years and years be violated.


Until the next anonymous project gets underway, I say thank you again, it's important work, and if our government has guidelines and laws that these monsters can hide behind then i'm all for not just the hacking, shutting down and releasing of usernames but how about the police and prosecutors take notice and start looking into what charges they can file? It's not like Anonymous is being instructed to do this as a government agent so the information they obtained should still be permissible, GET THESE BASTARDS OFF OUR STREETS AND AWAY FROM OUR KIDS!







+Joshua Hastings
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